i almost managed to make it through february without a single post! oh noes! ha.. :)
to say the absolute least, a lot has been going on lately... i've had just about every possible emotion running through my head at all times, and i can't seem to hold on to any of the good, positive feelings. welcome to depression. i've been struggling a lot with my anxiety for the past month or so, and it's pretty much consumed me. i get lost in thoughts and worries about the past, the now, and the future. what am i doing? what do i want? am i doing the right thing? it's been pretty much impossible to shut my wondering mind up and relax- enter sleep. lots of it. which means dreams. lots of crazy dreams! which i do love.. recently, i have had a few violent dreams, which basically shows that i'm struggling with control and power in my waking life. ding ding ding! enter faith. lots of it. haha :) i have to know, trust and believe that 'this, too, shall pass', so i suppose that's the main thing i've been working on... i'll have to update soon when i have something more up beat to write about.. :)
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Philippians 4:6-7
Monday, February 28, 2011
Friday, January 14, 2011
2011 like whoa...
man, oh man do i have a ton of updating to do! the end of 2010/beginning of 2011 has been highly eventful to say the least! and i've been loving it!
love is in the air, ladies and gentlemen! the new year has brought new engagements! one of which being miss heather stephens and her longtime sweetheart, kyle sears! :) i couldn't be happier for sweet heather! and i have to say i'm very lucky and honored to be a part of their big day! :D between her and jamie, lots of wedding planning talk has been buzzing and i'm freakin' loving it! this makes wedding #2 i'll be in this year, so i've got some serious gyming and tanning to get to!
so since i've spilled that, i guess i can backtrack to Christmas ..which was fabulous! i always get more than i ask, and i'm truly thankful for some of the sweet and thoughtful gifts i received! :) ..i spent Christmas eve with family and into the night/wee hours of Christmas morning with my handsome man :) jake left on Christmas day with heather, kyle, zach and her family to go on a holiday cruise for a whole week, so i high tailed it to tennessee to spend time with mom's side of the family through to the new year! we had such a great time, as usual! ..that is, until i caught some deadly effing stomach virus on new year's eve! holy puke batman, it was 12 packed hours of absolute miserable HELL! and i've been whining and complaining about it ever since! HA! so yeah, i rang in the new year posted up in bed watching the ball drop on TV with a cold wet rag and trash can nearby! needless to say, it was definitely not one of my best times, ugh! haha...
ANYdamnway! i guessapril[new years eve] showers bring er.. may[new year] flowers? haha! i've really enjoyed 2011 so far! like i said, i've been so excited for heather/jamie and the wedding planning, work has been awesome and so has my jakey! :D i'm thankful to be surrounded by such uplifting friends and family, and thankful for what is happening in their lives and my own :) i feel like i've seen a million different turns of events lately and it's kind of been amazing to watch.. i know i'm sounding like some kind of peace, love and kindness hippy, but having awesome people to share a little happiness with here and there ..is the shit! ;)
so as far as resolutions go.. i suppose, most importantly, this year i'd really like to become who i really want to be, who i know i can be. i want to be selfless, loving, kind, and generous ..and mostly, i want to be fearless, brave and courageous. i want to live a life i can enjoy. i want to live without doubt and fear. i want to push forward and not hold back when i'm afraid. i want to be excited instead of nervous. anxiously awaiting instead of dreading. i want to live. plain and simple. :)
"there is no cure for birth and death, save to enjoy the interval."
-george santayana
so, wishing you all a happy 2011, here's some happy music that makes me smile..... :)
love is in the air, ladies and gentlemen! the new year has brought new engagements! one of which being miss heather stephens and her longtime sweetheart, kyle sears! :) i couldn't be happier for sweet heather! and i have to say i'm very lucky and honored to be a part of their big day! :D between her and jamie, lots of wedding planning talk has been buzzing and i'm freakin' loving it! this makes wedding #2 i'll be in this year, so i've got some serious gyming and tanning to get to!
so since i've spilled that, i guess i can backtrack to Christmas ..which was fabulous! i always get more than i ask, and i'm truly thankful for some of the sweet and thoughtful gifts i received! :) ..i spent Christmas eve with family and into the night/wee hours of Christmas morning with my handsome man :) jake left on Christmas day with heather, kyle, zach and her family to go on a holiday cruise for a whole week, so i high tailed it to tennessee to spend time with mom's side of the family through to the new year! we had such a great time, as usual! ..that is, until i caught some deadly effing stomach virus on new year's eve! holy puke batman, it was 12 packed hours of absolute miserable HELL! and i've been whining and complaining about it ever since! HA! so yeah, i rang in the new year posted up in bed watching the ball drop on TV with a cold wet rag and trash can nearby! needless to say, it was definitely not one of my best times, ugh! haha...
ANYdamnway! i guess
so as far as resolutions go.. i suppose, most importantly, this year i'd really like to become who i really want to be, who i know i can be. i want to be selfless, loving, kind, and generous ..and mostly, i want to be fearless, brave and courageous. i want to live a life i can enjoy. i want to live without doubt and fear. i want to push forward and not hold back when i'm afraid. i want to be excited instead of nervous. anxiously awaiting instead of dreading. i want to live. plain and simple. :)
"there is no cure for birth and death, save to enjoy the interval."
-george santayana
so, wishing you all a happy 2011, here's some happy music that makes me smile..... :)
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
thank you.
some reading music.... :)
"O give thanks to the Lord, call on His name; make known his doings among the peoples."
I Chronicles 16:8
how thankful are you? honestly.. do you ever stop and take a second to think about something you have that maybe someone else isn't privileged enough to have for their own? is there something you've done that maybe someone else fights to do with no success? of course this sunday's sermon was about being thankful.. i snubbed my nose thinking "i thank God all the time, nightly, daily, whenever!" ..and as the sermon went on, i realized while He is ultimately to whom i should be most thankful, i'm forgetting lots of people i really love and care for.
my parents, for one.. first and foremost. i don't think i could possibly have a better set of people to love, support and care for me. i'm so fortunate to be able to be honest and share anything with them and still be received with open arms in return. they've never judged me, have always stood behind decisions i have to make on my own and are always there to pick me up when i stumble and fall. i've come across people who aren't lucky enough to be able to say these things about their parents, and i am forever blessed knowing that i've never had to, nor will i ever, doubt their love for me. i owe everything to them and will probably never be able to thank them enough. :)
second being my friends :) i'm lucky to have friends that i can always be honest and up front with. i don't hold much back, and when i needed them to understand my struggles and help when they could, they did without a second thought. i'm not often ashamed or embarrassed, but i couldn't help but hesitate in telling my friends i suddenly took a quick trip to shade city because of some sudden anxiety disorder, haha.. they were all sweethearts and have since been understanding of all my little nervous habits :) lol.. mostly, i have to say thank you to heather for being one of my best 'new' friends! she's been patient, super understanding, and has been there for me anytime i've needed her! and i still remember lots of long phone conversations when i was going through some serious heartbreak a few summers ago =/ ha! i'm glad i have her to call when i need to cry about old boyfriends and new ones, puppies eating my birth control and any panic or frustration i may be experiencing! haha! i hope she can say the same for me :)
i'm also blessed to have a best friend that i can say i've spent my whole life with (minus 10 days, ha..). i couldn't be more thankful for jamie and her ability to help me, listen, and calm me down when i need it. i love that i'm always able to be comfortable around her, and she's the same with me. she's one of my "safe people" and i love her for it! haha! she'll never know how great she is and how proud i am of her :) we have been through so much together and apart and it's awesome to say that i have a friend who has been with me through every obstacle i've had to face. again, i'll forever be thankful to her for being there :)
i'm especially thankful for people like mrs. lori mullis :) who has been an absolute Godsend over the past year and a half! she's been an amazing friend and support system. this lady understood me, supported me and believed in me from day one! she has not only taught me many many invaluable lessons, but she has shown me everything i was capable of when i had no faith in myself. i'll never be able to thank her enough for the blessings she's given me :)
not only am i thankful for my family and friends, but i am eternally thankful for Him. i would never be where i am today without my faith. i'm thankful for His comfort through my struggles and distress, and His grace when i stumble. i know i'll get preachy, and i sorry :) lol, but the Bible teaches us that Jesus was forever thanking God and those around Him. even through His ridicule and death, He was thankful. i take that as a lesson that even when we're fighting, depressed, hurting or falling, we always have something to be thankful for, there is always some light and you will always be able to look forward to better days. you will never be stripped of everything, because He already has been for you. so be spoiled, and be thankful :)
.....and on a much lighter and completely unrelated note :D this week, i've fallen in love with a new nail polish! eeee! i've bought a few sally hansen polishes recently instead of my usual 8$ bottles of essie! ha! and they're not so bad!! this week i'm wearing "purble gala", it's sparkly! :)
"O give thanks to the Lord, call on His name; make known his doings among the peoples."
I Chronicles 16:8
how thankful are you? honestly.. do you ever stop and take a second to think about something you have that maybe someone else isn't privileged enough to have for their own? is there something you've done that maybe someone else fights to do with no success? of course this sunday's sermon was about being thankful.. i snubbed my nose thinking "i thank God all the time, nightly, daily, whenever!" ..and as the sermon went on, i realized while He is ultimately to whom i should be most thankful, i'm forgetting lots of people i really love and care for.
my parents, for one.. first and foremost. i don't think i could possibly have a better set of people to love, support and care for me. i'm so fortunate to be able to be honest and share anything with them and still be received with open arms in return. they've never judged me, have always stood behind decisions i have to make on my own and are always there to pick me up when i stumble and fall. i've come across people who aren't lucky enough to be able to say these things about their parents, and i am forever blessed knowing that i've never had to, nor will i ever, doubt their love for me. i owe everything to them and will probably never be able to thank them enough. :)
second being my friends :) i'm lucky to have friends that i can always be honest and up front with. i don't hold much back, and when i needed them to understand my struggles and help when they could, they did without a second thought. i'm not often ashamed or embarrassed, but i couldn't help but hesitate in telling my friends i suddenly took a quick trip to shade city because of some sudden anxiety disorder, haha.. they were all sweethearts and have since been understanding of all my little nervous habits :) lol.. mostly, i have to say thank you to heather for being one of my best 'new' friends! she's been patient, super understanding, and has been there for me anytime i've needed her! and i still remember lots of long phone conversations when i was going through some serious heartbreak a few summers ago =/ ha! i'm glad i have her to call when i need to cry about old boyfriends and new ones, puppies eating my birth control and any panic or frustration i may be experiencing! haha! i hope she can say the same for me :)
i'm also blessed to have a best friend that i can say i've spent my whole life with (minus 10 days, ha..). i couldn't be more thankful for jamie and her ability to help me, listen, and calm me down when i need it. i love that i'm always able to be comfortable around her, and she's the same with me. she's one of my "safe people" and i love her for it! haha! she'll never know how great she is and how proud i am of her :) we have been through so much together and apart and it's awesome to say that i have a friend who has been with me through every obstacle i've had to face. again, i'll forever be thankful to her for being there :)
i'm especially thankful for people like mrs. lori mullis :) who has been an absolute Godsend over the past year and a half! she's been an amazing friend and support system. this lady understood me, supported me and believed in me from day one! she has not only taught me many many invaluable lessons, but she has shown me everything i was capable of when i had no faith in myself. i'll never be able to thank her enough for the blessings she's given me :)
not only am i thankful for my family and friends, but i am eternally thankful for Him. i would never be where i am today without my faith. i'm thankful for His comfort through my struggles and distress, and His grace when i stumble. i know i'll get preachy, and i sorry :) lol, but the Bible teaches us that Jesus was forever thanking God and those around Him. even through His ridicule and death, He was thankful. i take that as a lesson that even when we're fighting, depressed, hurting or falling, we always have something to be thankful for, there is always some light and you will always be able to look forward to better days. you will never be stripped of everything, because He already has been for you. so be spoiled, and be thankful :)
.....and on a much lighter and completely unrelated note :D this week, i've fallen in love with a new nail polish! eeee! i've bought a few sally hansen polishes recently instead of my usual 8$ bottles of essie! ha! and they're not so bad!! this week i'm wearing "purble gala", it's sparkly! :)
Friday, November 5, 2010
turkish delight...
okay, so.. i wish i had more stuff to blog about =/ my life just isn't all that interesting, and i'm just not all that talented, haha! if you'd like to hear me complain about football, or review nail polish/make up items, i could totes mcgoats do some of that! haha :D basically.. my life has been truckin' on, as per usual. i've decided that living close to God is pretty much the right way to go, and i'd enjoy making that happen... i don't know, i've been really thankful lately. i mean, i'm always thankful, but it's kind of crazy to me to see the things my God has done for me and placed before me. "he's the man!" -in the words of my new favorite baseball player, b.weez ;) haha!
it's getting chili lately, and i'm super diggin' it! i'm very much excited for thanksgiving and Christmassss! :D i'd also really like to go hunting this winter! shoot me a nice buck and then take my picture with it! HAHA! oh yes.. and speaking of Christmas (yeah?), i'ma put together the beginning of my Christmas wish list.. i never really have a list, nor ask for anything in particular, but i've had my heart on some things recently and figure i'll just put them here for my own records ... ;) ;) HA!
okay, very first.. this cutesie bootsie sideways cross necklace! it's so adorable on, and i've really been into tiny delicate necklaces.. love this! and it's only $26 bucks! not so bad! :) and it's from etsy, power to the little people!
http://www.etsy.com/listing/60647719/new-cz-cubic-zirconia-sideways-cross
oh my goodness... this will forever and always be on my christmas list! the best scent known to man. burberry london! or.. i think it's now known as the burberry original scent? i don't know.. but it's amazing, i love it to death!
okay.. NARS lip gloss in 'turkish delight'.. this is only on here because i could never bring myself to spend $24 on a tube of lip gloss, but i want it really really bad! haha!! :)
and for my outrageous (and not serious) item.. the 'love' collection by sydney evan.. i adore this necklace and ring! but i can't wrap my head around why the hell they are $620 each! yeah! $620! wtf?! if anything, i'd like to have the ring.. but that's still nuts!!
http://www.thecurrentcustom.com/lovejewelry.html
and also, bailey jane would like a doggie sweater :) poor girl! she gets so cold at night in the winter! i need to get her some little doggie jammies! ahhhh, cute! lol :)
i dunno, i never really ask for anything except money for Christmas... which i end up blowing at ulta! i'm so obsessed with beauty products.. it's bad! and oh my bananas! on a completely random note, i've also been having the most INSANE dreams lately! no joke! i can't even begin to describe the movie dreams i've been having.. honestly! when i remember dreams, i remember pictures in my head, and these stories and things are just so detailed and OUT THERE that i would appear to be completely out of my head if i told you! just ask heather! i tried to explain one to her last night! haha :)
i hope everyone has a nice cold day! until next time, i guess... :)
it's getting chili lately, and i'm super diggin' it! i'm very much excited for thanksgiving and Christmassss! :D i'd also really like to go hunting this winter! shoot me a nice buck and then take my picture with it! HAHA! oh yes.. and speaking of Christmas (yeah?), i'ma put together the beginning of my Christmas wish list.. i never really have a list, nor ask for anything in particular, but i've had my heart on some things recently and figure i'll just put them here for my own records ... ;) ;) HA!
okay, very first.. this cutesie bootsie sideways cross necklace! it's so adorable on, and i've really been into tiny delicate necklaces.. love this! and it's only $26 bucks! not so bad! :) and it's from etsy, power to the little people!
http://www.etsy.com/listing/60647719/new-cz-cubic-zirconia-sideways-cross
oh my goodness... this will forever and always be on my christmas list! the best scent known to man. burberry london! or.. i think it's now known as the burberry original scent? i don't know.. but it's amazing, i love it to death!
okay.. NARS lip gloss in 'turkish delight'.. this is only on here because i could never bring myself to spend $24 on a tube of lip gloss, but i want it really really bad! haha!! :)
and for my outrageous (and not serious) item.. the 'love' collection by sydney evan.. i adore this necklace and ring! but i can't wrap my head around why the hell they are $620 each! yeah! $620! wtf?! if anything, i'd like to have the ring.. but that's still nuts!!
http://www.thecurrentcustom.com/lovejewelry.html
and also, bailey jane would like a doggie sweater :) poor girl! she gets so cold at night in the winter! i need to get her some little doggie jammies! ahhhh, cute! lol :)
i dunno, i never really ask for anything except money for Christmas... which i end up blowing at ulta! i'm so obsessed with beauty products.. it's bad! and oh my bananas! on a completely random note, i've also been having the most INSANE dreams lately! no joke! i can't even begin to describe the movie dreams i've been having.. honestly! when i remember dreams, i remember pictures in my head, and these stories and things are just so detailed and OUT THERE that i would appear to be completely out of my head if i told you! just ask heather! i tried to explain one to her last night! haha :)
i hope everyone has a nice cold day! until next time, i guess... :)
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
damsel in a dress..
it's nail painting time again :) ha.. i'm just going to share some random things i've been into recently for this entry ::shrug::
old school country music.. this is the time of year when i drive around with my windows down at all times and listen to country or classic rock, haha :D here's a few i've been loving lately--
admit it, you love this song and haven't heard it in at least seven years!! haha!
oh my goodness dierks bentley's voice is so yummy! haha!
old school tim mcgraw/faith hill = love
my new wedges from charming charlie ...that were only FIVE freakin' dollars!! love!
mahjong!! OH my goodness i have been insanely obsessed with this game! it's too addicting!
and lastly, of course, nail polish!! :) this week it's "damsel in a dress" by essie.. i can't explain how much i love essie polishes! 8 bucks a bottle is definitely worth it!
:D
old school country music.. this is the time of year when i drive around with my windows down at all times and listen to country or classic rock, haha :D here's a few i've been loving lately--
admit it, you love this song and haven't heard it in at least seven years!! haha!
oh my goodness dierks bentley's voice is so yummy! haha!
old school tim mcgraw/faith hill = love
my new wedges from charming charlie ...that were only FIVE freakin' dollars!! love!
mahjong!! OH my goodness i have been insanely obsessed with this game! it's too addicting!
and lastly, of course, nail polish!! :) this week it's "damsel in a dress" by essie.. i can't explain how much i love essie polishes! 8 bucks a bottle is definitely worth it!
:D
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
liquid rose gold...
blahhhh... i haven't blogged in a few weeks! and again, it's always because i feel like i have nothing to talk about.. whatever. i would, however, love to share with you the color that i painted my nails yesterday.. i'm madly in love with it! i'll post a swatch later!! :D
lately, i feel like peoples moods have been a little down =/ including my own, i suppose.. i've finally gotten to the point where i feel i can start looking for a job, and though i am pretty scared and nervous about it, and don't even have full confidence in myself yet, i just keep telling myself i have to fake 'til i make it... i guess i'll just pretend i'm a normal person with no issues and just see how that goes, ha!! i'm picky as hell when looking for a job, though.. i'm a crappy employee when i don't like my job, so i have to pick and choose where i'd be comfortable working while actually enjoying whatever i'm doing.. man, i'm such a pain in my ass! anyway, jamie's been looking for a job, too, and i hate it for her that she hasn't found one yet =/ she had a shitass day today and i felt the need to try to help and pick her up.. again, i always like helping other people more than trying to help myself, lol.. aye me, i'll never get to college and work towards what i actually want to do! wah wah wahhh, right? anyway, something that came up today was 'karma'.. "well i'm about ready for karma to come around!" -in jamie's words while on the phone with her sister... now this 'karma' lady, she really is a bitch and all, but damn if she works on her own time, ya know? sometimes life just sucks.. you have good days and bad days.. but all you can really do is live them one by one. karma will come around whenever she pleases, she's just one more thing you have absolutely no control over... it's interesting to me how much i keep realizing that the best thing to do is always look out for number one. work on yourself. be happy and things will fall into place... it is what it is.
while we're bitching :) ..i guess i'll update y'all on the 'guy front' ...which doesn't effing exist. everybody knows i'm fine being single, but i feel like i want some guy to just show up and make me want to be better.. make me want to take action and be a better person, be more confident and happy, etc etc... so where are you at tall guy with a big truck who likes sports and hunting/fishing?!? ha ;) ..maybe that's just an excuse for me to sit and wait for something to happen instead of get up and make my life.. ay yi yi! katie katie kaite...
so.. holy banana sandwich! new favorite nail polish! it's called "rage" by orly.. and it looks like liquid super shimmery rose gold.. it almost has a pink tint to it, which you don't really get from the picture.. i don't even know, it's just awesome, i love it! haha!! :D ...and no, those aren't my nails, i just google image searched :)
lately, i feel like peoples moods have been a little down =/ including my own, i suppose.. i've finally gotten to the point where i feel i can start looking for a job, and though i am pretty scared and nervous about it, and don't even have full confidence in myself yet, i just keep telling myself i have to fake 'til i make it... i guess i'll just pretend i'm a normal person with no issues and just see how that goes, ha!! i'm picky as hell when looking for a job, though.. i'm a crappy employee when i don't like my job, so i have to pick and choose where i'd be comfortable working while actually enjoying whatever i'm doing.. man, i'm such a pain in my ass! anyway, jamie's been looking for a job, too, and i hate it for her that she hasn't found one yet =/ she had a shitass day today and i felt the need to try to help and pick her up.. again, i always like helping other people more than trying to help myself, lol.. aye me, i'll never get to college and work towards what i actually want to do! wah wah wahhh, right? anyway, something that came up today was 'karma'.. "well i'm about ready for karma to come around!" -in jamie's words while on the phone with her sister... now this 'karma' lady, she really is a bitch and all, but damn if she works on her own time, ya know? sometimes life just sucks.. you have good days and bad days.. but all you can really do is live them one by one. karma will come around whenever she pleases, she's just one more thing you have absolutely no control over... it's interesting to me how much i keep realizing that the best thing to do is always look out for number one. work on yourself. be happy and things will fall into place... it is what it is.
while we're bitching :) ..i guess i'll update y'all on the 'guy front' ...which doesn't effing exist. everybody knows i'm fine being single, but i feel like i want some guy to just show up and make me want to be better.. make me want to take action and be a better person, be more confident and happy, etc etc... so where are you at tall guy with a big truck who likes sports and hunting/fishing?!? ha ;) ..maybe that's just an excuse for me to sit and wait for something to happen instead of get up and make my life.. ay yi yi! katie katie kaite...
so.. holy banana sandwich! new favorite nail polish! it's called "rage" by orly.. and it looks like liquid super shimmery rose gold.. it almost has a pink tint to it, which you don't really get from the picture.. i don't even know, it's just awesome, i love it! haha!! :D ...and no, those aren't my nails, i just google image searched :)
Sunday, September 19, 2010
mini-vacaaayyy :D
oh my goodness! what a great trip it's been already! :) i adore my family and love spending time with them! the weather has been great and i've been able to spend lots of time in the pool!! ..even if my skin is apparently immune to the sun! wtf?! my face has gotten a little red but nothing else! i suppose i'm gonna have to amp it up and spend all day outside! ::sigh:: what a drag! ;) anyway, it's been great seeing my mom's side of the family! it's always great times with them! and there's always plenty of amazing food to be had! ha! luckily, i still have a whole week left! yeee!!
what a crap few weekends it's been for football! ugh!! my dawgs just aren't getting things done like they should be! i do have to say though.. i definitely bleed red and black, but i'm not one of those people that has their entire weekend ruined from one loss.. it is what it is! i guess since i love all football in general, there's plenty of other games i can watch.. which brings me to fantasy football! ugh!! this is the first year i've played, and i like that it keeps me interested and up on my pro football, but i like to win.. and i'm not winning!!! i have such a great fantasy team but it's always somethin' every week! last week, the team i played had peyton manning, and he got 61 freakin' points! this week the team i'm playing has pittsburgh defense, and they had 28 points! the defense! that's nuts! anyway.. aaron rodgers did decent for me this week with 45 points.. the ravens defense blew, my running backs did well and arian foster got me another 17 points, so it's not all bad.. but i'm still losing 125 to 118 at the moment =/ ..oh well! again, it is what it is! haha! i need to get some more solid receivers and maybe i'll be alright.. and i guess it doesn't help that i've played the two best teams so far.. whatev!!
i guess that's it for an update.. nothing too special, i'm sorry!! i would however, like to wish the lovely heather stephens a happy 22nd birthday today! yay!!! :D love yous!!! i hope everyone has a fan-freakin'-tastic week!!
what a crap few weekends it's been for football! ugh!! my dawgs just aren't getting things done like they should be! i do have to say though.. i definitely bleed red and black, but i'm not one of those people that has their entire weekend ruined from one loss.. it is what it is! i guess since i love all football in general, there's plenty of other games i can watch.. which brings me to fantasy football! ugh!! this is the first year i've played, and i like that it keeps me interested and up on my pro football, but i like to win.. and i'm not winning!!! i have such a great fantasy team but it's always somethin' every week! last week, the team i played had peyton manning, and he got 61 freakin' points! this week the team i'm playing has pittsburgh defense, and they had 28 points! the defense! that's nuts! anyway.. aaron rodgers did decent for me this week with 45 points.. the ravens defense blew, my running backs did well and arian foster got me another 17 points, so it's not all bad.. but i'm still losing 125 to 118 at the moment =/ ..oh well! again, it is what it is! haha! i need to get some more solid receivers and maybe i'll be alright.. and i guess it doesn't help that i've played the two best teams so far.. whatev!!
i guess that's it for an update.. nothing too special, i'm sorry!! i would however, like to wish the lovely heather stephens a happy 22nd birthday today! yay!!! :D love yous!!! i hope everyone has a fan-freakin'-tastic week!!
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